but it's five days in counting and my heart is starting to swell. after much frustration with visa stuff and shots and all the preliminary upsets,
i'm ready to be done with this waiting period and GO.
i've been thinking a lot lately about how this next year is going to change me forever. which, when i say it like that seems ridiculous because i have no idea what's in store for me...i can't help but wonder. especially because everyone i've been talking to lately seems to bring that up within 3 minutes once the topic of my thailand excursion comes up in a conversation.
I DON'T KNOW WHO I'LL BE IN A YEARS TIME.
but i think i'll be different, even if it's just the edges of me.
i'm excited, i'm scared, and i think most of all i'm clueless.
but i'm going...
Patricia,
ReplyDeleteyou are wonderful. I want to feel that way. A sense of excitement and adventure. I am glad that you are feeling as if you will grow exponentially in this next year. I am inspired by you to feel the same way. I hope that a lot of humans expect to grow and be changed in this next year of our lives.
you are a beautiful woman. I am excited to hear about the beginning of this adventure.
anna